Wow, haven't updated my journal since October. Ooops! ^_^

So I'm crazy busy doing college stuff: applications, scholarships, grants, FAFSA (which my useless dad is supposed to be doing), visits, counselor talks, etc. TOO MUCH CRAP TO DEAL W/ RIGHT NOW. I'm going to need every scrap of money I can find to go to the school I want. Haven't decided where yet: I've been accepted into Mount St Mary's and Penn State (my top 2), but my dad is having me apply to 4-5 more colleges. I'm so sick of him.

4-H has been going great! SUPER busy and there's a lot of tension between certain families *cough cough* which is breaking down my mom who's the leader. Canine classes start next week which I'm really excited for! We have a ton of new kids but unforunately most of my friends, who are all the seniors, left last year. :'( idk, guess I'll get over it someday. They left partly because of age (we only have a year or two left), partly because of sports/school and partly because of our parental tension among the club. I still feel like its partly my fault, too. Its 2 families, each w/ 1 kid my age and a sister a year younger. Their moms and mine have been arguing for forever, which puts us in an awkward position w/ each other. I haven't been in the club for nearly as long as they have, and these 2 families are practically attached at the hip. It's childish to feel so excluded and whiny, but it really bugs me that the moms gang up on my mom (who is the shitt, btw!) and they decide to leave as soon as I become President. *sigh* who knows...